Part 1 of Essay
People never believed either in my existence or that I am a creature with mind and feelings. It happened that some of them found evidence of my actuality but they thought they discovered specimen from other birds or creatures. I was always a legend and nothing else. But I’m real bird and I even can describe myself vivid ....

Part 2 of Essay
.... killing me. The worst thing about being phoenix is that I’m born to be male once, and then the next time I resurrect I’m female. When I’m in state of being male I’m Ho and when I’m female – I’m Oo. Though I know that I’m the only phoenix on the earth, I still hope and pray that I will find my soul mate and live happily ever after. People who know legends about me say I’m the Bird of Paradise or the Bird of Sun. Well they might be right. I receive solar energy from the sun and advise from the Paradise. That ....